Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Over the fence.




Somehow, I feel lonely. Not physically, but mentally. It is like standing in the middle of a scramble crossing with a horde of people, but yet it feels so lifeless and empty.

Whenever I look at my life, I feel like I'm alone. It hurts to see that friends of mine- no, I think that they classify me as an acquaintance, simply walk past me as if I were a stranger on the street. To be honest, all this smiling and attempts to pick up a conversation seems worthless against the oblivion of others.

Like you're talking to a brick wall. Hahaha...

I feel like such a stranger.
Have fun leaving me out of everything.
Out over the fence.

Puppet.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Home.




I just came back from a music trip yesterday!

Photos will be up soon.
Ciao~

Puppet.

Monday, May 23, 2011

Twewy.


So, TWEWY stands for 'The World Ends With You'

And I just finished playing the game. :D
To be honest, I don't know why it took me four damned years to realize what I had been missing out on.

Mr. Hanekoma (AKA CAT): "Remember, the world ends with you."

Calling, you hear the calling...
Wake up, leave your hesitation
Wake up, Time for you to realize
Wake up, Show appreciation
Wake up, Time for us to realize

^ I love that song. =w=

Signing off,
Puppet.

Monday, May 9, 2011

The Universe.



So recently, I just watched an episode of "How I met your Mother" on tv and it was basically about Lily waiting to make a decision when 'the universe' shows her a sign. (i.e. When they find a doppelganger of Barney)

Then I started thinking about it. When will the universe come up with my calling? Well, obviously I sounds ridiculous at the moment but hey, ridiculous things happen on this blog when shiz is about to go down.

Moving along, my calling. Right.
This also reminds me about that sermon I listened to the other day at church. The pastor was talking about how God made you as who you are, and you also have to see yourself as how God sees you. But how do I know that I am on the right track?

To be honest I'm tired of wandering around. This year is already horrible as it is. I chose my wrong options and I quit badminton. Who knows what drove me to make those decisions, however I will look at whats in front of me and make the best of it.

Reminiscing about two years ago, I realized that I've become very catty and pessimistic. Getting caught up in my grades and life, I guess I didn't take my time to see what I had right in front of my face.

"Around here, however, we don’t look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things… and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.” -Walt Disney

Well said Disney, well said.

Puppet.

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Derp.


I just noticed how lazy I have gotten over the holidays.
Recently my motivation has been lacking and I don't think my ambition has been working properly.

\slapped.
I need more rewards. That's probably the problem.
Another issue is my sleeping pattern.
How does one wake up effectively in the morning?
When I was a kid, I used to wake up at 6:30 in the morning without the need for an alarm clock. These days I struggle to even get out of bed at 7am in the morning.

There is indeed a problem.
Good thing I got an alarm clock now. :D
Yay alarm clocks! \o/

Puppet.