Aftermath.

I didn't prepare and lost. Instead of enduring with the loss, I let fear overcome myself. Fear leads to obsession with power, obsession beckons darkness. In the end, who suffered? Me.

I have no right to throw the cold shoulder to anyone.

What else is darkness but hate and rage?

I'm sorry.

母。御免なさい。本当に、私は未熟な人だった。残念な事をしました。
本当に、本当に、御免なさい。
許して下さい！