Moving along

Sigh.
Another day has passed.
My parents have confirmed today that they bought a wonderful 5 bedroom house with plenty of space fit for a growing family. We were all ecstatic. I was overjoyed. This was such a long time which I saw my parents both so relieved as they were exclaiming that miracles do happen.

Until I found out my barrier. The distance to the same places I go to on a weekly basis (gillies baddi, school, college rifles, etc...) are practically double the distance. This gave me an uneasy knot inside of me because I was so far away from all my friends. I can't walk home anymore. Waking up earlier just to get to school. Of course this house is truly splendid! I just can't handle the fact that I'm so far away from all places which are the center of my life.

It was like a pair of sharp tweezers were slowly plucking out my friends and dreams one by one. I resent busing to and from school. There is no way in hell that I would pay money just to travel to my school on a daily (or weekly) basis. I walk home to benefit from it. Not to pay a bus driver to escort me home. After one day of news I am already missing my current house. From the kids in the park next door to all the memories I had of this neighborhood. The honest reason why I was stubborn to refuse most of the houses my parents asked an opinion on was because I love where I lived in. With the roadsides filled with lush green and dainty cherry blossoms during spring, or stark branches hugging each other in winter.

I wanted a similar feel to the house I was moving into. I wanted a home. With warmth in every nook and cranny, and cheer in the air we breathe. It may not seem as much to you, but it does to me.

Mailbox:
"A few letters a month can mean a lot to a lonely, far-off home."

Legend of Mana, Home.

Assumptions

I loathe it. Please do not 'assume'. Assumptions are different compared to educated guesses. Educated guessing means using your COMMON SENSE to pick out the best and most legitimate answer. Assumptions is to blindly point fingers at things.

Remember. When you point at someone (with your index finger) three other fingers are curved, pointing back at you. To remark without thought is to speak without meaning. Foolish is one who snickers with folly, and grins with intention.

Just stop it okay? Stop being childish and grow up. We live in a world full of PEOPLE. Do not judge people by their ethnicity, colour, beliefs or gender. (With the exception of the whole 'treat others how you want to be treated' cliche..) I swear my school has some subliminal contribution to the way how the students attending to my school think. Why do people shy away or giggle whenever they see a heterosexual boy? Come on. This is ridiculous. You people out there have more morale than this! Every time I see this kind of sick joke, it makes me want to head desk myself.

I am not interested in this so-called 'natural-girl's-thing' that is supposedly (And assumed) to be present in a girl's daily life. We are not as shallow as you think. Jump out of that small box and see the world as it is today. Females have equality in certain countries and women have equality in a place which I live in called New Zealand. So start acting that way.

I DO plan to go on to university, get a good job and earn a living to support my life. So don't think that I would be interested in the petty acts which you call 'socializing'. In my opinion this is a waste of time.
Don't even bother asking me.

Puppet.

Jumping.

Haha~
Today was really fun. Some students from a secondary school in Singapore were going around NZ for a holiday and our school invited them to play netball and badminton!! O:
Now that was really worth it. Mum made spring rolls for the shared lunch and everyone had a smashing time!

We booked two courts at Gillies and just played some games for about an hour. I must say, they are REALLY good. who am i kidding, they are from Singapore. \facepalm
I couldn't keep my eyes off their efficient footwork and amazing team tactics and abilities! Although their upper arm strength needed work, they worked quickly and smartly. I learnt quite a lot from their way of earning points and they have proved that quick rotation and energy saving and surprising shots can really turn the tables right around.

Playing multiple doubles games up to 31, we managed to win and lose some~ Most of the time we lost count of the score, but that means that we were having a lot of fun right? :3
It really surprised me when they told us that they were all 16 years old... And I thought they were about our age!! O:
The players had awesome custom made orange Yonnex shirts! I would want one of those... It truly was cool.

Well all is well, ends well.
I should be going now, mum nagging me =3=
Au Revoir!

Puppet.

Tears.

People are letting their emotions take control over their actions. I say stop! Wipe clear that slate of uncertainty and think. Is it really worth the effort to change and leave your friends, leave your home, and leave your identity. I speak as a friend, a sister and a team mate. Do not regret losing everything you know. Do not regret turning into an empty shell once you have left us. And when you come back begging for open arms to jump into embrace, do not expect the same feeling you have yearned for after your absence. For we do not know who this stranger is.

I sound selfish at the moment, but do you know how much this event has pulled on my heartstrings? The tension is making them snap. Every time I think of this, tears are begging to break free of its emotional shackles. Please. Come back. Do not stray your mind from home. I never expected you to go this far. We never expected you to go this far. Remember all the good times we had? The laughing, the playing around. And how you would smash me (literally) every time I made an error? I don't want that to fade into a photo in my album of memories. I want this to roll as an everlasting film of bliss and joy.

From this post I am reading word after word, syllable after syllable with concern.
"Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You." - Dr. Seuss.

The true friend I would know wouldn't go as far as plan B.
There is never a plan B.
Please. Don't make me sound like a begging wuss.
You know you are not 'dumb'.
Neither are you useless.
You are someone. Someone who makes me smile just by the first 'sup'.

So don't make me tear over your absence. Its not worth it.
Both of you.

Make the right decision. And I will follow you.
I'll always be there.
Through thick and thin,
High and low,
Drop or smash,
Lift or drive.

Smile! I don't want you depressed after this!
After all, we're here because we are excited for tomorrow.

Feathers and strings.

Today has been FREEZING cold. I was shivering the whole day and my friend was shocked to see my hands pale, with visible blue veins and as cold as ice. Not a surprise under the conditions of the teeth chattering wind... But apart from that, today has been the same ol' average Joe.

I am avoiding my English novel study homework because of that horrid experience with Noughts and Crosses. An unforgettable, filthy act etched into my mind. =_=
Also, I am tired and sick of people jumping to conclusions. Just Shut-Up!! Jesus Christ. It ain't that hard. You bring your lips together and DON'T MAKE A SOUND. Its not rocket science!!

Yesterday I broke my badminton strings... I guess it was about time anyways. Changed them to white BG68 strings~! Can't wait to see that shine~ I'm thinking of going for a pure theme after seeing Kuroshitsuji with the crazy/awesome/GG fallen angel. Plus everything 'cool' is based around the angel theme. For example, in Ragnarok when you level up angel wings appear and the Valkyrie is a winged angel that is a crazy boss. In Maplestory, if you see someone with wings you immediately think 'OMGEE YOU CEREAL?!' etc, so on so forth.

Next Tuesday a christian school from Melaka, Malaysia will be welcomed to our school for a friendly game of netball and badminton. I am so excited!! This is my first experience of skipping classes to play badminton I get to skip out on health, math and sadly music... But this means I have to bring BOTH my violin case AND my badminton gear... But its all worth it~
I'm bringing yummy spring rolls for the shared lunch as well ^^
YUS YUMMEH FOOD!! C:

Haha we had... Cabonara and Spaghetti for dinner with roasted potatoes, delish! And then tomorrow for breakfast is the same sauce with Risotto pasta :3

Do you know why breakfast is called 'breakfast' ?
It is because... When you wake up (around 7am) its been around... 12 since you last ate right? So we eat a huge meal to 'break' our 'fast'! Thus this important meal of the day is called... Breakfast!

Haha hope this 'whack theory' of the day has made your day increase it's count of smiles by one~

Adieu,
Puppet.

Naivety.

My dear friend has just mentioned that I am an extremely naive person. Fact or whack? Is it because I shout 'eww' at almost every rude thing? Don't ask me, my guess is as good as yours. Apparently I make childish remarks about health classes and how wrong they are... But my friend keeps on saying its nice to have a naive one in the group.
Seriously?

Alright. So this all happened when I was reading Noughts and Crossses... And there was a bad part in it >_< My friend just laughed and said I was just acting childish about it... Lies!! O:<
I CAN be mature!! I just don't show it. =3=

On the other hand... I still feel like baking... Dunno.
Maybe cookie dough has been on my 'feel like munching' list...

Sigh. Maybe its just the condensed milk. My taste buds have been nagging on and on for something sweet to satisfy my tooth...
Gummi lollies (Gummi ship 8D )
Raspberry twists
Short bread
Chiffon cake (sp?)
Marble cake
Tiramisu
Tiger swill roll
Belgium chocolate
Reese's peanut butter cups (<- THAT )
Pisang Goreng with vanilla ice-cream
Choc chip cookies
Blueberry muffins
Scones
Chocolate Eclairs

And the list goes on...
Thank god I have some sense of sanity and self-control... Otherwise my list would go from that to...

Celery
Brussels Sprouts
avocado sandwich
Cesare salad
Spinach quiche
Broccoli soup (Sorry mama, your soup is a delight but not quite my cup of tea..)
Split Pea soup
Apple cider (Seriously which wise crack invented THAT?)
Olives

See the difference? Both colour and taste palette-wise...
Yes, my tooth is so sweet you would make caster sugar if you grind them. C:

And thus I rest my case on my naivety and slight wants for sweet food~
Have a nice day~

Let Freedom Ring!!

Haha go LMK!! C:
Yes, indeed let freedom ring. Hallelujah!! I am finally free from the restricting bonds of Homework. Music, check, science, check, engli- CRAP.

This ain't cool yo.

I am going to relax, enjoy my long weekend and play baddi too my heart's content~
Today was epic fun. 9am was the start of the Auckland tournament as I learn many things whilst enjoying a hit and got to the finals con. plate! I didn't try as hard in the finals because Kristy was being too laid back... Could've done better that an 8 and a 14. But it was worthwhile. The courts were lively with players cheering from the sideline (Haha Rayna's screaming =_= ) and other players coaching their friends during half time! I got to carry around Smash for quite some time... His shirt was too big for him though... And today I learnt that his left hand had a squeaky pouch~ I guess you can't get any better than that when it comes to Auckland team mascots... During plate finals, Vanessa put Smash in my box, saying that the teddy bear power shall help me win against Kristy haha~

My strings are starting to look old and my grip is flaking so I'm thinking of changing some bits~ Vanessa is offering me one of her grips and I have one too many BG68's to spare. (Neon anyone?) I'm thinking of trying... blue grip and white strings... But that doesn't sound too offensive. Neon doesn't match well with baby blue either... So I shall leave this decision till later!

Palmy is just at the tip of my fingertips!! Term two holidays is so close and I really can't wait to go down to Palmerston North~ My first sight of snow and taste of regional badminton!

Excitement is an emotion never to be kept a secret~

Till next post,
Puppet.

Maestro music

Aye lassie shes a tough one arr.. =_=
Tied 'er up by the horns and stringed her tight with some pegs!

Blow some wind into it and yer got her scared as a kitten!

\shot
And that is how vicious music can be >_>
Honest to god I am DYING from this.... This thing.
\waves assignment paper everywhere

I just wasted my weekend attempting to finish just two pages and also had second thoughts of skipping school today. Then during dinner... I asked mum about what subjects to take the next year and she wasn't helping AT ALL.

I don't wanna take accounting dammit!
\sigh
I'm itching to bake something again.... Have been tempted to try chocolate brownie... But its so unhealthy... ;_;
Mama's greenie-ness has rubbed off on me... =w=

These few days has been... Surprising.
Can't believe I got TWO M'S in my jap test... Someone please kill me.
Also people have been either sick, missing or acting weird lately... (Maybe even KIA... *bang* )I just realized that I need to starting azn studying again... Have been losing my touch since few weeks ago...
It DOES feel weird when I don't do as much work as I would like to do.. e.g. At math we did practically NOTHING. It was as if I was being torchured.

Maybe its the weather bringing everyone down...
Like CA quoted: "Mother nature has just officially GG'ed us."

I'd edit the 'GG'ed' with a 'pwn'ed'.
Mother Nature has just brought her weapons of mass destruction...
PMS.

Plus the reinforcement of Angel tears.

random thought:
If rain = angel piss
What does Hail equal? D:
I'M NOT TOO KEEN ON WINTER NAO. O:<

Crap.
\pwned with AOE for procrastinating
Fatality.

I shall do my assignment whilst I res.
yes yes? C: